Paroles
THE INSIGHT – Lyrics
01 – Leave You Now
02 – Never Go Back Home
03 – No Destination
04 – The Road
05 – My Victory
06 – It Can’t Be Enough
07 – Earthquake
08 – Warm Wind
09 – I’m Fading
10 – Already The End
AFTER SHOCK – Lyrics
01 – Earthquake
02 – Silence My Voice
03 – The Worst Person On This Earth
04 – Hurt Forever
A WORLD I CREATED – Lyrics
01 – Vanished
02 – How Much I Hate You
03 – Dead Garden
04 – Lie To Me
05 – That Night
06 – A World I Created
07 – Hell On Earth
08 – The Time You’ll Take Me
09 – I’ll Wait For You
DIFFERENT VISION – Lyrics
02 – Angels’ Property
03 – I’d Not Outlast It
04 – Outside
05 – Different Vision
06 – Through Your Eyes
07 – Take On
08 – Single Song
09 – I Wonder
10 – I’ve Tried
THE INSIGHT – Lyrics (Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
You will suffer and
you won’t understand
You will probably never forgive me
I hit you today
It’s the only way
For us to survive
That’s why
I leave you now
You will suffer and
you won’t understand
You will probably never forgive me
You can hate my name
It might be an help
To go through this very hard time
I leave you now
No, I have no choice
But to be the bad guy
Believe me or not
It’s hard to say goodbye
To everything we shared
It’s a part of me I leave behind
Take a step back
See how I keep you from
shining
When I am here by your side
I wish I will be gone
Before it is
Too late
Before the dark clouds come
Give me the strength
To run away
What will happen if you
are not yet strong enough to
deal with all the pain I do
cause today to you?
And If I leave you down
Crawling in the dust, Am I
a heartless monster, Am I
the worst of the bastards?
Before you bring me down,
I know I need to keep my
distance from you, Yes, That’s why
I’m gonna leave you now
You are free now
Forever
Now that I’ve broken your chains
You’re free to fly away
Don’t make me regret my sacrifice
Now that I’ve broken your chains
You’re free to fly away
Enjoy your life, good luck,
I leave now
That’s why I leave you now
I will never go back home
I have to face the unknown
It’s too late and I cannot go backwards
I can never go back home
Everything I thought was my own
Has slowly quietly vanished upwards
Tell me why
It is so hard
To go ahead
To move forward
It’s so scary
My future is mapped out
When a door opens
Another closes
Feels like I’m locked up
My life freezes
I’d fall on my knees
To keep the house keys
One more day
Unexplored rooms will stay shut forever
Feels like I will never go back home
No, I will never
No, ever
Go back home
Long ago, you broke your wing
Since then, you’re only half living
Everything you have missed so far
Leaves you an indelible scar
It’s hard to find happiness,
In a whole life built of regrets
You only see what you don’t have
Ignoring everything around
Cannot you learn
To live with hurt?
Your dreams can be revived again
Let bygones be bygones,
Just blink your eyes once,
And wake up
Running tirelessly after your past
To regain your lost paradise,
You keep heading in this direction
That leads to no destination.
If you scan the sky
You might find a star
Something else to reach for, yes,
Just start all over again
And even if you could have made other choices,
Heavy old cold ashes can remain from your fulfilled dreams,
You can’t have everything
There’s no life without sacrifice
Everyone pays the price
Walking on the road
Alone, with eyes closed
I just don’t know where I go
People around me
Don’t even notice me
Pushing me like a rag doll
Is there someone
To call my name?
Stop my travel?
I try to scream and shout
But noone hear a sound
No sound
No sound
No sound
Walking on the road
Alone, with eyes closed
I just don’t know where I go
Over there I feel
There is nothing good for me
I should have stopped for a while
But there’s noone
To call my name
Stop my travel
I try to scream and shout
Try to call for help all around
I shout, I shout
But noone hear a sound
Should I have to stop waiting for someone’s help ?
Yes deep inside
I have to find
Alone
A way to rescue myself
Still, meanwhile
I keep on walking
This dangerous road
Without finding somebody to help me
I tried to scream and shout
I tried to scream and shout
I tried to scream and shout
But noone hear a sound
You run away: Wrong solution
You run away: The best way to fail
To show that you can’t face your opponent
You hide away: Wrong decision
You hide away: Because you are scared
You think you can’t protect yourself at all
You cry again: Wrong solution
You cry again: On your knees you pray
Begging people to treat you softly
You go away: Wrong decision
You go away: You convince yourself
It’s better to turn the other cheek
You wish you could win wars without fighting Suppressing your anger, every bad feeling
It’s so sweet
But honey
You have to fight to sing:
« I celebrate
My victory
I’m strong enough to win the fights I lead
I’m a fighter
If you hit me
I will hit back strongly till your defeat
till the last round »
You run away: Wrong solution
You run away: The best way to fail
To show that you can’t face your enemy
You go away : Wrong decision
You go away You convince yourself
It’s better to turn the other cheek
You wish you don’t have to take your revenge Waiting since forever for people to change
That’s hopeless
But someday
You’ll be able to say:
« I celebrate
My victory
I’m strong enough to win the fights I lead
I’m a fighter
If you hit me
I will hit back strongly till your defeat
till the last round
I’ll get you dead or alive »
There’s a light in your eyes
Something deep inside
You’re ashamed of,
That you hide
Just use your emotions
They’re your best weapons
To help you to say those words
I had forgotten
how the sun could shine
with such intensity
This winter lasts
for far too long
Under the clouds
all the colours have gone
I barely have time to enjoy
The warm softness
of this sunbeam
and already
sun is cloudy
And I’m dying
Will I ever see it? … again
No, it can’t be enough
To see the sun
A single time
in the season
No, it can’t be enough
it’s like taking
Only one breath
To breathe a lifetime
Please let it come back
No, it can’t be enough
To see the sun
A single time
in one life
That’s what I need
To feel something
To see that I’m not frozen inside
Just feel some heat
Onto my skin
To prove myself I am still alive
Please let it come back
Who…
Who do we think we are to consider
That we can always avoid real danger
Disasters don’t just happen to others
To evil people, liars and cheaters
And when a tragedy knocks at our door
There is no one to help nor to implore
When this terrifying wave hit us
It’s not just taken your life
It has erased all our memories
The pain that I feel is so grievous
I wish I didn’t survive
And I cannot do anything but cry
…So I cry
I remember…
It was a day like any other
And suddenly we heard it
This deep dark sound coming from beneath
And then the earth
Began to shake
Just one thing on my mind
Survive the earthquake
I took you by the hand
Promising you to not let it go
At last, it stopped
So we thought
We were safe
But what a mistake
The worst was
Yet to come
This wave’s high,
Hang on tight!
No, I cannot do anything
…So I cry
A warm wind is blowing today
It whispered in my ear again
These ideas it’s slyly put into my head
may win someday
Without your help
No matter I dont want to let it in
It’s taking over me
Its single warm breath sweeps away my will
I need you to fight against it
This warm wind is burning my soul
How can I ignore its call
When it slowly corrupts my mind
While I’m dreaming
With melodies
It sings in the trees
Take my hand
You can help me to look away
From this pendora’s box, please
Protect me from this storm
This hurricane will take me away
I cannot resist anyway
’cause when I prey
A wind from hell
Creeps in my head
Yes, it creeps in my head
One more time
The wind has calmed down
I handled alone
’cause I had no choice
One more time
I have free my mind
When It will go back
I wish you will be here by my side
The hours are still passing
And my disappointment is still growing
It’s like a poison
It’s devouring my soul
Each minute is a nightmare
And I hate my watch I constantly stare at,
It is so long
And time is dragging on and on
On and on
It’s so hard to be ignored
But there’s no tear that deserves to be poured
’cause no one can hear
it when it will drop to the floor
I can’t break my dependence
Because I don’t understand this silence
There is no answer
To every single damn question
Except this one reason
I’m nothing
But an invisible little thing
I’m fading
It is clear
How insignificant I can be
I’m fading
Just a little honesty
Doesn’t seem too much to ask for, I think!
Not even one word
Not even an explanation
I’ve nothing more to expect
Not even being treated with respect
This indifference
Is nothing else but than some kind of scorn
Tell me what’s going on
Before I see myself vanishing in the dark
‘Cause there’s no light
When you just live in the shadow
Of someone who doesn’t care
I wish I’ll escape this terrible illness
That causes me
So much distress
Such much sorrow
I can’t bear anymore
This cruel selfish silence
Oh, I’m fading
I’m fading
This is already the end
Even if nothing has started
Some seeds buried in the sand
Never see the light of the day
Sometimes two roads
Can come very close
Without
Ever
Really crossing over
Each other
Some stars, can shine
Only one night
But they are already dead
When we can see their light
Just a couple of notes are enought to make us sing
And when the music stops, the silence is deafening
Some stars, can shine
Only one night
But they’re already dead for a long time
When we can finally see their light
You were having
A long nice dream
But suddenly you woke up with a start
And you’ll never know what could’ve been the end of the story
AFTER SCHOCK – Lyrics
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Who…
Who do we think we are to consider
That we can always avoid real danger
Disasters don’t just happen to others
To evil people, liars and cheaters
And when a tragedy knocks at our door
There is no one to help nor to implore
When this terrifying wave hit us
It’s not just taken your life
It has erased all our memories
The pain that I feel is so grievous
I wish I didn’t survive
And I cannot do anything but cry
…So I cry
I remember…
It was a day like any other
And suddenly we heard it
This deep dark sound coming from beneath
And then the earth
Began to shake
Just one thing on my mind
Survive the earthquake
I took you by the hand
Promising you to not let it go
At last, it stopped
So we thought
We were safe
But what a mistake
The worst was
Yet to come
This wave’s high,
Hang on tight!
No, I cannot do anything
…So I cry
I don’t have a choice
I’ll silence my voice
After this deathblow
I’m gonna withdraw
Why?
We had all the puzzle pieces in our hands
…this puzzle wasn’t what you thought it would be
We had the desire to explore new lands
…not to travel in hostile country
It’s all screwed up!
You’d better to shut up!
And we worked so hard to make it
The most unforgettable travel experiences
are sometimes those that take you off the beaten track
‘t’s funny to
Lose your way
You can throw your map away
But we have
To agree
On a new itinerary
Yes I tried
To survive
In a world that is not mine
I tried to
Fit into
Your impenetrable world view
Your world can’t
Be the same
Sharing it with someone else
I can’t be
In your shoes
But we have so much to lose…
Should I have stayed?
We got onto the mysterious aqua train
…and it was a wonderful great trip, but still
For a long time, each stop was already planned
…’I couldn’t change anything in the waybill
What a pity!
Nothing’s left but ruins!
We spent so much time to build it
The best way to save us was to let us grow up together
Not to erase and start all over again
To be more
Appealing
We had to risk everything
A dangerous
Game we played
Which has unquestionably failed
THE WORST PERSON ON THIS EARTH
Oh, you killed the child in me
Now my innocence is gone
I never could’ve
Hurt you that way
I never could’ve
break the confidence we shared
I gave you all
my trust, my faith
Today they fall
‘to a thousand pieces
All the poetry is dead
My blood recovers your face – And you can’t hide this
You have made me a monster
I just want you to suffer
I can’t held you
Anymore
You don’t deserve my love
Oh, you killed the child in me
Now my innocence is gone
Taking what’s pure in me
You’ve made me the worst person
The worst person on this earth
I feel betrayed
I feel dirty
Too much I paid
’til there’s nothing left of me
I gave you all
My love, myself
You stole my soul
You kept it for yourself
All the poetry is dead
My blood recovers your hands – And you can’t wash them
You have made me a monster
I just want you to suffer
I can take
Your hand no more
It’s just impossible
A devil is hidden behind your angel face
I saw it once, You won’t have my forgiveness
There’ll be no mercy
I don’t feel guilty
What’s wrong with me?
I can look
Myself no more
Into the mirror
So
Today is the day
When I’m gonna take my life
Into my hands
Tonight
I will close my eyes
And I’m gonna find the peace
I’ve looking for
‘Cause I’m
Tired to
Pretend
I can
get it through
So tired
To pretend!
My life has come
To its end
No, I couldn’t
Find a way
To breathe again
I’m still crying
I’m still dying
Guess there are some wounds that never heal,
Hurt forever
I’m still crying
I’m still bleeding
This pain will never end, I’m
Hurt forever
No, I can’t
Help it
I am too weak
If I can’t get you out of my mind
I will not think anymore
If I can’t get you out of my life
I will stop living right now
And, this morning again
I woke up at 6AM
The face in tears
Tomorrow will be the same
Like the other days before
No, never more!
‘Cause I
Don’t wanna
Wake up with this nausea
The pain of emptiness
Devours all my rotten flesh
So, I let
This cold blade slides
Across my skin
I am dying
I am bleeding
‘t was unbearable
I’d rather feel nothing at all
A WORLD I CREATED – Lyrics
VANISHED
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
They’ve lost her
Their daughter
She has disappeared
Has she left?
Is she dead?
This story is weird
They imagine
She did survive
They try hard to keep hope alive
No clue, not a thing…
Nobody saw anything
What could’ve happened
That night when
Their daughter
Just vanished
Unsolved question,
They just hope
She has not
Been ravished
Everytime
The phone rings
They hope that it’s her
Every night
In their dreams
They think they saved her
Will this nightmare
Be someday over?
If only they had one answer…
No track, Still nothing
Nobody heard anything
There’s
no option
Except to
wait for her,
There’s no clue.
Everything
Will go back to normal
The day when
They receive her call.
They just hope
God will grant
Their prayers.
Could they Ever
Achieve closure
Over what happened
To their Little girl?
They just want one thing:
To know their child’s not suffering
HOW MUCH I HATE YOU
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
I used to say
That I hoped to pass away
Before all my friends breathed their last
You’ve sentenced me
To watch their sad last journey
I plead with you to take me now
I’ll break this tragic fate somehow
I could kill myself,
I do vow.
I won’t outlast
To outlive the leaving of all the people I love, Why?
It’s probably
The cruelest thing you could ever scheme
I hate you so
It’s even worse
Than dying, It is a curse
My own death would be a release
Don’t make me live it again, please
Do you know how painful it is?
I’m beggin’ you to be
The next one
If you don’t choose me
I will come
To find you
And you’ll see
How much I hate thee
How much I hate you
Now it is clear
I won’t shed another tear
I’m not going to wait longer
You will not make me go under
I won’t outlast
To outlive the leaving of all the people I love,
Why did you do this?
Maybe, it’s just what you wanted me to do,
isn’t it?
DEAD GARDEN
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
This arid earth
Is barren
This garden
Is without scent
Everything’s dry
There was
Never
Water
Over-
Here all the plants
Merely cry
See the trees,
Their leaves
Strewn on the ground,
They are scattered
Around
When the wind rises
Like a bird that’s fallen from it’s nest
Won’t straighten
They come away from their boughs
In this dead garden
All the Flowers
Are wilting
They’re dying
They just need rain
The soil ain’t fat
A land
Of sand
A field
Of filth
Where life’s nowhere
Nothing’s right
The plants still cry…
Something has shattered the hourglass
Time is frozen
Nothing’s growing but some brown grass
In this garden
Maybe, in a prophetic book
It was written
There will never be anything born
In this garden
LIE TO ME
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Tell me how to face my fear of the unknown
Where more would remain than some words on a stone
This fable that all souls can live forever
Where every frightening question finds an answer
Give me the strength
to believe
in crazy lies
Leave the torment
I live when
I close my eyes
Change my beliefs
Telling me
Nice Tales that what
Happens after death
Will not be an endless
Emptiness,
I’m gonna fall…
In the darkness…
Lie to me
Just tell me false stories ‘bout a place
Where sorrow’s unknown
Where no one dies alone
If everything I’ve done’s gonna disappear
My life, my memories, what I’ve built, my career
Are we so lucky to be part of Mankind
If after life we leave everything behind?
Give me the strength
to believe
in crazy dreams
To find courage
when I see
My last sunbeams
To not remain
Haunted by
My fear of death
What’s left to fight for?
When all I’ve done before
will be buried…
Lie to me
Just tell me false stories ‘bout a place
Where souls can survive,
Be forgiven and thrive.
Lie to me
Just tell me false stories ‘bout a place
Where sorrow’s unknown
Where no one dies alone
No one dies alone
THAT NIGHT
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Do you remember that night ?
When I told you ‘bout my fears
When you held me in your arms
Telling me some tender things
Simple words
And answers
That I needed to hear
And you have
Oh, kissed my
Face to wash away my tears
‘cause I love you
And I need you
‘cause you know me better than anyone
You’re the only one
A part of me
That’s why I have surrendered my heart
‘cause I love you
I still remember that night
When I really wanted to know
When you told me ‘bout your past
‘bout everything you did before
Painful words
Which however
Have helped me to go ahead
And you have
Set my mind
At ease by taking my hand
A WORLD I CREATED
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
See, the sky
Is so dark
All the birds have stopped singing for years
Storm’s coming
Rain’s pouring
the bitter wind has frozen my tears
Now
Is the time
To escape reality
I
Have to find
A way to breathe normally
So I just
Close my eyes
I simply fly
Far away
Where I
Tell myself
many lies
Make my stories
Make my own dreams real
High
In the sky
Begins the trip
I’ve always wanted to make
Far…
In a world
I created
That’s what I need
A world I lead
To feel again
The sunlight on my face
I could die
If I don’t have a way out
Where I forget my doubts
And the dark side of life
I need this to survive,
To carry on.
A dense mist
On the streets
Prevents me from seeing the moonlight
All around
This grey town
The Black birds have started their strange flight
Now
Is the time
To escape reality
I’m
Gonna ride
To a far-off country
Come with me
Into my world
I will show you
Unexplored lands
Here,
I can dry
My wings to
Take new flight
I
wash my tears away, I
start a new life
Here,
Far from them
I don’t care
What people say
Here,
I feel safe,
No matter
If my dreams lead me astray
HELL ON EARTH
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
I Was certain I could be strong
I realize how much I was wrong
My life cannot be the same without you
I can’t get through
My peaceful life’s
Turned into nightmare
When you have gone forever
You went up
Up there in heaven
Leaving hell on earth
I remember the promise I made
But Now I can’t make my life again
I cannot turn the page on our story
It’s too early
The biggest
Tragedy’s happened:
Your light’s gone out forever
No matter
How much I was
prepared, It’s hell on earth
I can’t walk
This road alone
We should’ve been both
Please send me
From the sky
A divine
cure, please save me
How long will it
Take for me
To move on and
To be happy?
And Could I
Ever get
Over Your loss?
…Get back my faith?
…Leave my distress?
THE TIME YOU’LL TAKE ME
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Time is always running so fast
Every hour could be my last
I feel your eyes on me
Waiting for the time you’ll take me.
Some day, an endless trip
Can’t wake up from my sleep
All my past will burn
There will be no return
When my last day
Does arrive, you’ll obey
And you
Will take my soul with you
When, softly, I do stop breathin’
The eternity will just begin
How much time’s left to me
Before you arrive to take me?
Before
I see my blood
Flowing out from my veins,
And you will hear my cries
When I‘ll feel all
This pain
Is there a way
To be saved?
to live for one
more day
I know you’ll lead me down
To your dark hidden town
From my grave
I’ll shout
There will be no way out
No one can help
I will never escape
The fear
That that day’s nearly here
I just don’t wanna die
Not now…
I’LL WAIT FOR YOU
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
What have you left for me?
Besides this hurt
That you’ve cruelly
Inflicted on me
Without even
Considering that
I could ever
Recover
from our separation.
All through these latter days
An odd feeling
Of helplessness
Washed over me
Is there a way
To win back thee?
Is there a key?
And if there is
Is it worth while?
Was it a dream? I believed in
This future we were building
Could I have known
I was deluding myself?
What’s left for me?
You’re really not here now
And I need you more than
I’ve ever needed you in the past
I’d give everything to tell you
That, always, I’ll wait for you
And as exquisite as
My grief is
I think ‘bout us
I have no grudge
Only questions
A shameful hope
To Make it up with you
Please, let’s start it all over
DIFFERENT VISION – Lyrics
ANGELS’ PROPERTY
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Our love was so pure and so strong
Nothing equalled what we were both living
Unknowingly, we’d ignited
A huge anger, God’s fury
Did we transgress the laws of heaven?
Oh, did we love beyond what was allowed?
Otherwise, why would God order
The angels to damn us for this?
Happiness, probably,
Is angels’ property
And we stole it from them
This is the reason
Why they bore her away
From me
Away from me
Lord, are thee pleased and happy now,
Now that thy white winged servants killed my love?
Do my tears give a new glitter
To thy brilliant golden kingdom?
Happiness, probably,
Is angels’ property
And we stole it from them
This is the reason
Why they bore her away
From me
Away from me
Happiness, probably,
Is angels’ property
And we stole it from them
This is the reason
Why they bore her away
From me
Away from me
I’D NOT OUTLAST IT
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
I’m so afraid
That you’ll desert me again
I don’t wanna live
In this nightmare
I’ve been a prisoner of
Is it sensible
To live everyday
In dread of your leaving?
My fear that I
Will be alone with my pain
Restrains me from sleeping
Having faith in love seems merely
Inconceivable today
And if you should break up with me
I’d not outlast it
I’d not outlast it
I’d not outlast it
I’m so afraid
That you’ll desert me again
I don’t wanna live
In this nightmare
I’ve been a prisoner of
I’ve had trouble holding my own
That’s why I hope that this time
You’re not going to forsake me
Because if it happens again
I’d not outlast it
I’d not outlast it
I’d not outlast it
I’m so afraid
That you’ll desert me again
I’d not outlast it
I’d not outlast it
OUTSIDE
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
It’s been pouring rain outside
For over an hour
Lost in dark thoughts
I stare at your picture
That I nearly can’t see
Anymore
Because of
All these tears
In my eyes
Across the street outside
Through the misty window
It seems to me
That I see a shadow
Obviously
It’s not you
Not this time
But I feel
Deep inside
That I’ll find you again
Now, it is dark outside
I feel lonely tonight
I’m still here
I don’t know what I’m waiting for
But I just want to be
By your side
Cause I need you
To live
A full life
Across the street outside
Through the misty window
It seems to me
That I see a shadow
But my heart
Stops beating
Cause it’s you
That I see
In the night
I have found you again
Found you again
DIFFERENT VISION
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
People come, love, then people leave
Here’s a truth I needed to tell
‘T was time for me to not deceive
I’ve had to break my shell
No matter how deep the hurt is
No one cares what happens to you
I’ve sometimes made the wrong choices
All alone, I’ve pulled through
I used to believe in
Human kindness
I’ve finally
Regained consciousness
This blinding fog is scattered now
This self-centred world could’ve killed me
But now that I’ve stopped looking down
I face adversity
Through every ordeal I have learned
A different vision of the world
I can see the dark side of life
This way I can revive
People come, love, then people hate
Those important ones who matter
I don’t forgive, I don’t assent
And that makes me stronger
We all deny our guiltiness
Buried in deep hypocrisy
We do congratulate ourselves
On being so friendly
My beliefs have vanished
Into thin air
Forever
This blinding fog is scattered now
This self-centred world could’ve killed me
But now that I’ve stopped looking down
I face adversity
Through every ordeal I have learned
A different vision of the world
I can see the dark side of life
This way I can revive
I used to believe in
Human kindness
I’ve finally
Regained consciousness
THROUGH YOUR EYES
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
When I listen to you, I detect
Many wounds that you try hard to repress
But there is no need to hide
These feelings deep within your mind
`Cause I can read it through your eyes
Sometimes, some ghosts of the past reappear
So, you stand alone, haunted by your fear
Don’t you know I figure out
Every trouble you feel inside?
Yes, I can read it through your eyes
I can read it, can read it, can read it
Because without a word
We understand each other
No silence is meaningless
There’s nothing you feel
I can’t take in
Behind every smile that you’re showing
There’s a painful disarming feeling
Don’t you know I figure out
Every trouble you feel inside?
Yes, I can read it through your eyes
Through your eyes
Because without a word
We understand each other
No silence is meaningless
There’s nothing you feel
I can’t take in
I can read it, can read it, can read it
I can read it, can read it, can read it
I can read it, can read it, can read it
I can read it, can read it, can read it
TAKE ON
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Where’s the shame
In being in love?
Last night
I dreamt I
Took your hand
And we went
Through the crowd
I was proud
To love you
Are you glad
‘Bout bein’ in love?
Last night
I dreamt that
You felt cheap
‘Bout loving me
Flowers can
Not bloom when
It is dark
Cos ‘ I wanna stop playing this game
And stop making a pretence
Of being someone else
I am who I am
It is time
Oh, to start
To take on
Is it bad
To be in love?
Last night
I dreamt I
Kissed your lips
Underneath
The sun light
We came out
Openly
Cos ‘ I wanna stop playing this game
And stop making a pretence
Of being someone else
I am who I am
It is time
Oh, to start
To take on
Will you decide
To be a part
Of this world?
Don’t wanna hide
Within my heart
All this love
SINGLE SONG
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
If I’d kept
These feelings in me one more day
It would have
Ended by killing me some way
I only needed to express
That painful devouring distress
You will not hear about it
Don’t worry, you’ve made yourself clear
I needed to find an exit…
So I wrote
This single song
Every note’s a tear
Every chord’s a grief
That I felt
It’s my outlet
And this heart-rending
Melody’s crying
Thus I face
This loneliness
You’ve laid me down
You couldn’t
Care less about what I suffered
That’s enough
I won’t remain silent longer
Though I have not your approval
I’ll come alive again through all
Thanks to verses and some rhymes
I portray the aches of my mind
Let the music imbue my shouts
So I wrote
This single song
Every note’s a tear
Every chord’s a grief
The whole stave
Is made of wails
And this heart-rending
Melody’s crying
Thus I face
This loneliness
Every note’s a tear
Every chord’s a grief
That I felt
It’s my outlet
And this heart-rending
Melody’s crying
Thus I face
This loneliness
You’ve laid me down
I WONDER
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
Could it be
Just a game
I’ve not respected
All the rules we’ve made
Is it a mistake
Or is it luck?
I wonder
We shouldn’t
Fall in love
How could I know that
My heart would flare up?
Will our story have
A future tomorrow?
I wonder
What am I gonna do
‘Bout this love that you
Don’t want, baby?
Do I cheat
And lie to you?
What am I gonna do
To hide this love, to
Change what I feel?
Don’t leave me
‘Cause I love you
Oh…
Would it be
Worse if I
Bared my deepest fear
Of losing you one night?
Would your feelings evolve
Into a reciprocal love?
I wonder
What am I gonna do
‘Bout this love that you
Don’t want, baby?
Do I cheat
And lie to you?
What am I gonna do
To hide this love, to
Change what I feel?
Don’t leave me
‘Cause I love you
What am I gonna do
‘Bout this love that you
Don’t want, baby?
Do I cheat
And lie to you?
Oh oh, I wonder
I wonder
I’VE TRIED
(Music & Lyrics by J.Martinoia)
I know that
The end is coming, and nothing will
Change our final score
Is it fate
That tears us apart? You’re further now
Than ever before
I’ve tried
And I will strive
To find something to save
As long as
The sun goes down
On this Earth
I love you
And I’m ready to do anything to
Work our issues out
Don’t give up
We can circumvent what seems to be
Inevitable
I’ve tried
And I’ll do my
Utmost to not pretend
So I’ll fight
And stand my ground
‘Til the end
Much like
Sensing the coming of a fierce
thunderstorm
‘Ven as
The bright summer sun still shines in
The sky,I
Feel the
Weight of
This threat
‘Pon us
Please have faith
We have the strength to put the pieces
Back together again
I’ve tried
And I will try
Again, even if it costs
A high price
So I vow that
We’ll overcome
Our problems
It’s not the end
